Like I can

"But he'll never love you like I can can can"

No one can love you as much as I, because when I love, I do so unconditionally. I ask for nothing in return. I'd happily help you through your ups and downs.

"We both have deimons that we can't stand"

All your misery and wickedness I'll indure. I'd give up my life for you, despite your dark side.

"Why are you looking down all the wrong roads?"

It is my path and the way I'm in that is right. Where you fit easily, like you were made for me.

A theory.

I have this theory about life, you shouldn't work very hard until you've discovered what you do best. Like it seems like usual sense making idea. But it's not. What I present is the fact that all people should be able to preform their best if they first know what they're compatible doing, and where are their highest ranking achievements. 

It's just some idea that occurred to me, that all people should be in their most fitting places, like they shouldn't suffer in their majors and embrace the person the can be their best as. 

For example, I used to really like reading, but since I can't do that anymore, I should stop saying it's one of my hobbies or that I enjoy doing it, because recently I don't.

Why should all of us do anything? why should we work, or go to class? If we didn't what would happen? Is the decision worth the consequences? If I gain no joy whatsoever of what I'm doing than probably I should stop doing it, and focus on something else that beings me joy; because you see life is short. 

My nothingness

"Once upon a time a few mistakes ago.."

These lyrics from Taylor Swift songs are catchy, but not touching though. In the past I had made some unforgivable mistakes. But they always say let the past be in the past. I hope one day I can be free again like I used to be. Right now, I'm so empty and dishartened. I have nothing to look for. Unless maybe the familiar faces from ABA. I grew to like them eventhough they don't say much.