i am a girl who is mostly interested in being okay mentally and psychologically. i feel like there is so much more to life than just living in vain and being alone. without feeling satisfied on the inside. my philosophy has always been to like what i am doing and try doing something better and better, be refined in any profession. Right now i am a translation major at university and i am learning about english and arabic and quite enjoying it, although i have to admit i don't understand everything about it. i wanted to be the best in the past i guess that makes me a little worldly gains kind of person. but i am not just that person i am so much more. i am a language enthusiast, learning for pleasure, tea addicted (trying to be healthy) kind of person. there is so much else to be said and told but i am feeling kindda sick and i don't know what else to do but be relentless in my quest of self revelation. 

وقالوا قلوبنا غلف بل لعنهم الله بكفرهم

i think about this verse from time to time and i think to myself this must be my stone hard heart

i want to be okayyyyyyy man, have something warm in my body and feel good. :)

stop harming other people like you don't know the kind of pain she must've gone through and you will never know probably. :(