i am learning spanish now :) 

Ed sheeran man

i am a girl who is mostly interested in being okay mentally and psychologically. i feel like there is so much more to life than just living in vain and being alone. without feeling satisfied on the inside. my philosophy has always been to like what i am doing and try doing something better and better, be refined in any profession. Right now i am a translation major at university and i am learning about english and arabic and quite enjoying it, although i have to admit i don't understand everything about it. i wanted to be the best in the past i guess that makes me a little worldly gains kind of person. but i am not just that person i am so much more. i am a language enthusiast, learning for pleasure, tea addicted (trying to be healthy) kind of person. there is so much else to be said and told but i am feeling kindda sick and i don't know what else to do but be relentless in my quest of self revelation. 

وقالوا قلوبنا غلف بل لعنهم الله بكفرهم

i think about this verse from time to time and i think to myself this must be my stone hard heart

i want to be okayyyyyyy man, have something warm in my body and feel good. :)

stop harming other people like you don't know the kind of pain she must've gone through and you will never know probably. :(

Right, here is the thing, I am currently without any faith in humanity whatsoever because I don't believe what has happened to me is humane. I will tell you my story: I was a poor as in (yet to have achieved anything) college girl. I had just stepped on the dreamy world of having hopes and aspirations. before, I had lived each day on its own thinking that was what i will ever hope to get, the safety of living each day and managing to survive and not fail.

When I got accepted to the college of engineering I thought to myself: "Oh, I must've done something right." and it was my first choice so you can imagine how content I was with myself.

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TO BE CONTINUED

Why do we read? That's the question for today. I used to read because I found pleasure in it. I also read, to know more about a certain topic. Knowledge and pleasure combined.  

Sometimes you have to acknowledge that things are fine, and try to seek reassurance in the phrase: "things are going to be fine." if you're still breathing then you're fine. :)

If you're having a nice time where you can just READ while enjoying a good cup of coffee. That's a good thing, you should be happy.

if you're doing well in school and or work, that's a sign of things working out and being on the right track.

Be fine, be well, and be happy.

I am going to graduate.