Right now, I don't think I can continue with college and I am very sorry to disappoint. It looks like English language is not my friend after all. 

Today I heard the news that some young man living in our village and diagnosed with cancer, if I am not mistaken, has passed away. I cried, because he is still so young and because cancer is something no one wishes upon another. 

I hope one day, I will be a better person, a good person, someone who has Qur'an and the teachings of the prophet Muhammed peace be upon him in mind, because right now I don't believe that I am. I try to pray well...I really do.