Sometimes I feel so dull, and this is the last thing I want to write because..well because I'm not one of those depressed people who victimize themselves way too much. I'm not really, but sometimes I can't help it. I feel it's wrong to feel this 'empty' sometimes, in my    
head there is to possible reasons to why I'm this depressed 
.1
it's because I have too much  words stuck in that  I can't figure a way to release them without them looking like a hurricane, a 
jumbled miss that no one will understand

.2
it's simple. I'm just that sad for reasons I may or may not know witch is a depressing thought in itself.