So I exist, after all this is something remarkable. I always thought being an adult entailed knowing who you are and what kind of life you wanted. How do you take your coffee, managing your own money, and going to work...

I feel like an adult, I really do sometimes, but it's this feeling of not being sane nor worthy of anything that gets me in trouble all the time. What I want is something I can make a reality with just a little bit of effort, a little motivation and some time. 

I was like a lonely cloud in the sky hoping for other clouds to join me so it might rain and then comes a sunny day.

I had principles and firm beliefs, one of which is one is a clean slate that is not to be tainted with other people's views of the world.

another was the fact that I can do it, that I actually have the chance and I don't have to doubt that, ever. 

I am in the phase of my life where I have to be confident.