تكسرت يوما بعد يوم، وأخباري في كل مكان وأنا على كل لسان. إنتهيت، وأريد لو أرتاح ليوم كما يرتاح المؤمنون. 

 Knowing the real MEANING. That's what we truly need in life.

You know what? I made up my mind about things, starting today I will live a life I will be proud of, no more fears or forgetting who I am or where I belong or what is mine. NO MORE FEARS. no more. 

 Cam I say something? Life is too damn hard, everyday I get up not knowing what I have left in life? Should I just work past that or apologize? 

I discovered something essential today too: Losers Make Excuses, Winners are always not. You should work hard no matter what, your mind is still trying to nourish on what you feed it, so look now, find GOOD things to FEED it and do that immediately. 

So I exist, after all this is something remarkable. I always thought being an adult entailed knowing who you are and what kind of life you wanted. How do you take your coffee, managing your own money, and going to work...

I feel like an adult, I really do sometimes, but it's this feeling of not being sane nor worthy of anything that gets me in trouble all the time. What I want is something I can make a reality with just a little bit of effort, a little motivation and some time. 

I was like a lonely cloud in the sky hoping for other clouds to join me so it might rain and then comes a sunny day.

I had principles and firm beliefs, one of which is one is a clean slate that is not to be tainted with other people's views of the world.

another was the fact that I can do it, that I actually have the chance and I don't have to doubt that, ever. 

I am in the phase of my life where I have to be confident.

I don't feel anymore apparently.

I am no longer AFRAID. 

BACK OFF.